Had lunch with D yesterday. It was wonderful. And, I feel guilty. It was just lunch, nothing inappropriate, but it was SO good to see him. He looked nice! I was very nervous and I could tell he was too. We've not seen each other since August, since the "incident". I've missed him.
The husband has been very normal lately, and I feel guilty for seeing D. D's made it clear that an intimate relationship isn't acceptable, but that being friends would be nice. I'm okay with this, and honestly it's the most moral choice. BUT, I do long for his attention and his want. I know how wrong it is, but to have someone want to be with me is nice. The husband really shows no signs of interest or affection, and I miss that feeling.
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